im feeling so down...so really down i dunno it goes where...
lets just say im depressed...again...damn...
got hell lot of work to do...but i've been a good boy and did my work...
gonna give the running track hell tomorrow for my 2.4...
ain't gonna lose to an indian anymor...
well life ain't easy...not by my standards...
its just so hard to get what you want...
especially wif people treating u so unreasonably...
well at least i excercised my muscles today...
trying to push a minivan up a slope wif my frens but failing miserably...
ain't got no strength...
life just seriously should go to hell...
to hell with it...
cos the same song's been playing this whole while...
not enough money...
wait money's the root of all evil...
but i still gotta live...
and life can go to hell...
this "i dunno wat u call it" poem or some shit just came out of my mind...its a bit distorted...so...no offense...
i swear im right...
love.
.derek
