"imjuststonedoutfunkeddownandoffthebeatentrackrightnow"
everytime i write in this small little space that im pissed.
i wonder whether do i feel what it is to be contented.
i feel that everytime i do something i can do it better.
its just like im such a perfectionist.
well i try not to be one.
is it my inner self trying to improve.
or my inner self trying to be a perfect manifestation.
well i seriously hope i can stop doubting myself.
i blame it on myself that we broke.
well it was absolutely my fault.
i was the one who initiated it.
its been so long ago but i just still can't put the pain down.
is it that hard?
or am i such a softie inside?
that i cant stand a heartbreak.
hope life turns out well.
