"whydoifindthisbiggapingholeinsideofmyheart?"
i finally went for my camp.
the Lord has been good to me.
he healed me and answered my prayer.
anyway.
this camp has been bittersweet.
had a great touch from the Lord.
but old problems reignited.
but at least im sure i made the right decision.
i read somewhere.
that if u keep all ur bad feelings you'll explode.
not literally but emotionally.
im not the sort who will try to tackle the problem headon.
sometimes i try.
but most of the time i fail miserably.
well i say to myself that at least i try.
but is it good enough.
i don't know.
