"iflovewaslabour.thenimaslavetoit"
you know.
sometimes i wonder whether this is all for real.
every morning i wake up and pinch myself to wake me up from this dream.
onli to find that this dream is a living nightmare.
something even which i find it hard to accept.
where to i start? sometimes the starting point is so hidden.
it becomes submerged from my point of view.
and i go on living in this screwed up manner.
i tink my life has changed dramatically.
and no i dun tink its changed for the better.
i wun elaborate now but at some point mebbe i will.
people have said im a sad person on the net. esp on my blog.
and i agree.
i have a lot of problems.
but please dun say i rant and rant abt my probs. cos i dont.
everything has changed but im still stuck at the same old space where i am.
mebbe gone full circle? doesn't even seem like it.
till then. when the sun sets.
and life has claimed another victim.
look at me crumble.
