"andwe'lllaughagain.we'lldanceagain.we'llfightagain.andwe'llbleedagain"
omg. its like 4 days left to a levels.
and u might ask why the hell am i even doing here blogging when i should be studying.
the truth is i find myself feeling damn sick of studying.
frankly i don't think that 12 years of education hass made me a better person.
does learning how Einstein's Photoelectric Equation makes any difference in your life? or does learning how to integrate differential equations make you feel any a wonderful person?
i scarcely feel anything learning it. and i struggle at many times too.
but rather. i think its the many friends that we made that matter.
think about it. your best friend in pri/sec school or JC or poly or ITE.
the person who sticks by you through thick and thin.
who understands your mood swings.
the sometimes petulant behaviour.
the ecstatic swings of the mood.
do you think without them you would have survived this farce of education.
education may to a certain extent help you in society but does it prepare you?
(omg. what a gp question. look at how effective the brainwashing is. even to me.)
at the end of the day. its the relations that matter in society.
you don't need the law of conservation of energy to go about your daily life right.
in fact i think you need at all. (unless you by any chance decide to take a Science degree).
ok so much for random mutterings.
sometimes i really pity the person in school who has no/very few friends.
being a "high-profile" (*ahem. i detect a hint of self-pride here) person in school.
i sometimes wonder how does it feel to be anonymous in school.
like when no one calls you to go to the canteen during break.
or when no one calls you to go to town to chill out and hang around far east.
frankly i feel quite stricken in my heart for them.
im not saying that just because im a well-known person that i should patronize them.
but we are all human beings.
and human beings all need to feel love sometimes.
thus we should not ostracize anyone.
at this point you might think im a hypocrite and all. the fact is i admit i sometimes turn a cold shoulder to certain people who i feel irritate the heck out of me or are just plain snobberish.
but we all need to learn to deny our emotions at some point of time.
and just be a friend to them. understand why they behave like that.
for all you know it could be due to some family trouble or just a differing view of the people around them.
realizing that not everyone sees things the same way as you is the key to even relate to these people.
in these last days. we should learn to appreciate the beauty of each and every person around us.
(dang. what a phrase man. quote of the month man. *snigger)
yeah apart from this.
a levels are really killing me slowly.
intellectually as well as physically as well as emotionally.
the reason you ask.
even i aint sure of it.
on hindsight. of the 6th august issue.
i realise i shouldn't even have gone.
i felt like i wasa doing something that i should'nt even be doing.
and that's where all the trouble came about.
but its in the past.
so live and let live aye.
yeah that's enough rambling today. although i feel like a piece of shit 15 mins ago. i feel a better piece of shit now.
(*roll eyes and give the whatever face)
yeah yeah yeah.
im gonna go bathe and go study in school now.
see ya folks.
pick of the week:
Motion City Soundtrack - Everything's Alright
