"ifeelthatiamgoingthroughaneverendingtunnel.andiamfrightened"
life now is so sad.
sad to the point that i am on the brink.
lost freedom.
lost time.
lost 2 years.
i dun wanna go through army.
but i haf to.
its like so forced but what can i do.
next bookout is fri evening.
at least the only consolation i can give myself is that its a really long bookout.
4 days to be exact.
and hopefully i'll haf a class outing.
but till then.
hopefully i'll survive.
i wanna tell her i love her.but i cant even bring myself to tell her.maybe im so useless.maybe i really am.current pick(s) of the week:Blink 182 - DownRelient K - Who I Am Hates Who I've BeenThe All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
