"do you think that if we'd were alright the world would be good?"post-mid 2006 and indeed the year so far has been exciting.
rather it has been quite depressing.
to the extent that my other half has been showing quite frequently.
read: the silent/brooding/depressed person.
i don't really know what to do.
i don't wanna put all the blame on army.
but i find ever since the start of the year i've been very irritable ever since i went in.
and it doesn't help that people and problems start coming back to make your life much confusing.
i wanna have freedom.
the sort of freedom that was like in the holidays after school.
heck i'd rather have the sort of freedom that school offered.
at least i didn't had guard duty.
or booking-ins.
or signing extras.
or sai kangs. (manual labour)
or having to endure f**ked up instructors in your company.
i really really miss the past 2 years.
of having fun and enjoying the company of friends.
not like the present situation like now.
ah. problems problems problems.
who to tell them to?
who would ever want to hear me out?
everything is just f**ked up la.
somehow my facade is just too good.
good on the outside.
rotting on the inside.
on a side note: the fast & the furious: tokyo drift. is a really good show.worth your every cent on it.now is your car gonna be called teriyaki, chu?pick(s) of the week:the feeling - love it when you callsaves the day - 34
