now that i have some free time at home. (thanks to my fever)
i shall attempt to unscramble the mess my heart is in.
army just sucks to the core.
i don't care how much politicians and ministers might say it is good.
but to me it is not.
there is no benefit to yourselves by taking 2 years from your life and isolating you from society.
well the only good thing there might be is the chance to interace with people from all different walks of life.
yes i think that's about the only good thing.
sometimes in life.
after you have made the wrong decisions.
do you feel the pain inside.
does it go away?
i know mine doesn't.
it comes back to haunt me everyday.
each and every single day.
life and love is sometimes just so difficult to manage.
Lord where are you when i needed you the most?
