well well well.
and we're 17 days away from our red beret.
when we were recruits we thought that it was such a prestige to get it.
but now it just seems like another brick in the wall.
you know its funny how people try to speculate things in your life.
they say this.
they say that.
and only you yourself know what's really happening within your life.
sometimes its amusing to just see them make a fool of themselves trying to descramble your life.
aside from pulling my right tendon the third time.
and having to stay in camp for the next 2 weeks.
all's fine in my world.
well at least half is.
as usual.
im feeling dark and moody.
but isnt't it these past few weeks?
