and its as usual.
1 hour before i leave my block (and my blog) to book in to camp.
im here to pour out all my thoughts in this little space.
(ok that was a bad attempt to sound proper.)
well the past week has been eventful.
carrying the heaviest load in my detachment for assault course.
gettting burnt by my best friend. the MG. (not you ah abby.)
having rashes after the mission.
spraining my ankle during the assault course and thus not being able to do soc properly.
yikes.
i feel like a walking disaster man.
but its ok. we all recover.
and though the harder you are, the harder you fall.
i believe that we all are able to pick ourselves up and carry on.
well maybe i should just move on too.
or maybe i think its just me.
ben/ steven/hannah you all don't really know what's going on so i can't blame you for giving your opinions.
but very frankly i can tell you its never in a thousand years gonna happen.
its not im not willing. or i don't care.
but its the other person.
sometimes i find it so difficult to tell myself that its never gonna happen.
sometimes i find that its like the end of the world if it does happen.
but hey.
if its not gonna work out.
hell i'll give it all to just maybe bury you or cut you out of me.
maybe im just hoping for a dream to become reality.
isn't it?
well.
10 months to ORD!
its been quite an ardous journey in the SAF last year.
and well this year its gonna be an even tougher one.
but hell. gotta give my best man.
to march in the NDP. that is my only goal.
and i will go all out to achieve it man.
anyway.
tuesday and wednesday im on off!
who wants to ask me out?
pick(s) of the week:muse - map of the problematique/bliss/the small print/ruled by secrecy.
