have you ever feel that your life is just rotting away?
sounds emo but hey its actually true.
think about it.
do we really do something constructive everyday?
something to help yourself? or even others?
maybe we should all do at least one thing to fulfilling each day.
and then the world will be a better place.
tomorrow onwards i'll be due in thailand.
to do some training. which in my view.
is just absolutely not required.
wtf. just thinking about it is just sian.
now add to that having to think about what to do after i ORD.
and im going crazy soon man.
i know i might be going for holidays and all.
but i need the money to fuel it.
not fun having money woes at this point of time.
well i don't know whether its because im feeling tired.
or sleepy.
and as a result im not feeling to good now. psychologically.
i think just thinking about the thailand trip is taking up a lot of my energy.
add to that various other responsibilities i have.
i just seriously feel like takin a short break now.
im seriously quite pissed at my course.
who the hell will schedule a course which requires troops to fly overseas when their ORD date is about 1 month and a week a way.
i mean i just wanna spend my last days in camp slacking/sleeping/slehgeh-ing around and not elsewhere in a thai jungle.
c'mon cut us some slack man.
we've already been through so much so can't we deserve our once promised 1 week break?
well.
i think you can guess.
im feeling quite down.
see you on 17 oct.
till then when i return.
pick(s) of the month:
modest mouse - missed the boat
yellowcard - two weeks from twenty
third eye blind - how's it gonna be
switchfoot - the blues/more than fine
goldfrapp - number 1 (steve angello remix)
yoshimoto - du what u du (trentemoller remix)
